He remembers, all too well, what that had been like himself. Heād had entire teams of strangers working on and looking at his hands, for weeks and months; even after all the surgeries were over, the uncomfortable intimacy of a physical therapist holding them, examining them, massaging them.
So Strange tries to keep it as clinical as possible. His face is neutral as he looks them over: a medical assessment, an examination. When he pushes up her sleeve on the other arm, he finds a dime-sized picking injury on the back of one wrist. Skin flayed and torn and picked-over, still. Compulsive tendencies, says a voice in the back of his head. Dermatillomania.
Because itās normal skin. Not waxy gray, not patchy, not—
(turning into an illithid)
and itās almost so apparent that heās annoyed at himself for not having caught this sooner, for having been so self-absorbed that he didnāt notice. His mouth sets, and he lowers her hand back to the table.
āEnnaris, youāre fine. I donāt see anything like how you looked at the Pass. Your hands are fine.ā
Except for the places where they are decidedly not fine. He weighs over how to phrase it, before settling for simply asking: āEnnaris, how are you doing?ā And before she can wave it off with quick platitude, he presses, āSincerely. Genuinely. How are you doing. You donāt seem well.ā
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So Strange tries to keep it as clinical as possible. His face is neutral as he looks them over: a medical assessment, an examination. When he pushes up her sleeve on the other arm, he finds a dime-sized picking injury on the back of one wrist. Skin flayed and torn and picked-over, still. Compulsive tendencies, says a voice in the back of his head. Dermatillomania.
Because itās normal skin. Not waxy gray, not patchy, not—
(turning into an illithid)
and itās almost so apparent that heās annoyed at himself for not having caught this sooner, for having been so self-absorbed that he didnāt notice. His mouth sets, and he lowers her hand back to the table.
āEnnaris, youāre fine. I donāt see anything like how you looked at the Pass. Your hands are fine.ā
Except for the places where they are decidedly not fine. He weighs over how to phrase it, before settling for simply asking: āEnnaris, how are you doing?ā And before she can wave it off with quick platitude, he presses, āSincerely. Genuinely. How are you doing. You donāt seem well.ā